Journal 2011

2011-05-16 #

Pussy and female approval are man's worst addictions. Given a choice, I doubt that most men could give up the joys of sex for utmost freedom, like a junkie unable to give up drugs. That is hypothetically speaking of course, because men do not have such a choice, most of us are chained to our base desires.

If there is anything that is respectable about male nerds in spite of their flaws, it is that they know they are undesireable in the eyes of women and the best of them accept it serenely like a Zen koan. The best of them are unwilling to bend to female sexual preference, a testament of their character.

How can you tell if someone is an addict? If the addiction defines them and interferes with every aspect of their lives. Most men derive a sense of their self-worth in terms of female approval, and thus, are addicts. Men will attempt to deny such manipulation as subtle as female approval is happening, even the smoothest of players, who are in a sense the most pussy-whipped of all.

2011-05-08 #

A thought experiment: without the Internet, video games, cell phones, mindless entertainment, urban non-communities, and widely available contraceptives, porn, and drugs, how much less tolerable would life be? Alternatively, how could it be better? Without these things, we would have to deal with the harsh reality of everything that's wrong with our culture, and reality denial and escapism would be much less feasible.

All of our little gadgets are slowly turning us into aspies, with each new mode of electronic communication decreasing aggregate real-world interaction. Instead of talking to people in meatspace, I can seek out like-minded people to interact with online, who aren't stupid fucks for disagreeing with my beliefs. That's another problem in itself though, I lack the ability to relate to the people around me. The Internet is my safety valve for coping with my surroundings.

The rest follow: they are all distractions from the problems at hand. Video games, pornography, and drugs are an escape tool from the drudgery of existence for the average male. Without the ability to debauch ourselves, would we be seeing riots against the financial crooks, the bloated bureaucracy, and a realised sense of discontent?

The average Egyptian male makes about $2 a day, which he spends on barely covering his own basic needs. He has no outlet for sex, since there are no easy lays or legal prostitution in his country. He has no options in life and little to lose. Contrast that with the average, young, emasculated Japanese male, who lives with his parents and has no worry about basic needs, and is inundated with a variety of porn and video games. Unlike the Egyptians, the Japanese have convenient escape valves from their reality.

Would Americans take action, if we turned off the safety valves? The most effective revolutions begin with ascetism. However, the young American male is not at that level yet. They will still buy into the college myth like lemmings, though that number is shrinking. They have the option of living with their parents and indulging in mindless escapism and hedonism. In short, they have not reached that level of necessity and desperation.

2011-04-21 #

At all levels of a society in decline, value transferrence trumps value creation in terms of income. Lawyers, advertisers, bankers, politicians, do not create value. If these people disappeared, would anything of value be lost? No, but we have something to gain from the removal of these leeches. It would mean the end of frivolous legalism, mindless consumerism, and collusion of corporations with government.

A functional society indeed only needs a small fraction of people to sustain the rest, but what do the rest do? Hardly anything beyond transferring value, as most people do not contribute anything. Many jobs are pure make-work and new technologies render jobs that were once essential as obsolete. The work ethic is a religion, the 9 to 5 a lie.

2011-01-02 #

Although I lack the life experience of my older peers, I sense that my generation will be most disillusioned by the powers that be. More and more kids going to college, chasing a shrinking number of jobs, piling up debt and debauching since adolescence will be hitting walls. At some point, it will no longer be a good return on investment to attend college for all except an elite few.

And the truth about what really goes on in schools is hidden, they don't want us to escape their system. Everything that is taught in the social sciences absolutely must be taken with a grain of salt. The American education system is a mild form of brainwashing, designed to churn out products that are subservient and socially acceptable, complacent and unquestioning.

My immediate environment, the college town adjacent to campus, is pure filth. It took me one horrible experience to wake up and see past the lies perpretated by the academics and the mainstream media. Some may never wake up from these lies, though I do not care.

Useful idiots prop up political lies. They have the power but not the will to tear it down. What could be more effective than fighting it through the courts, rioting on the streets, and other means of rebellion, is to not participate in the system. This means not working to support a family, no status whoring, no marriage, no children.

Peaceful rebellion is possible and effective. The system relies on its worker drones to be economically engaged, and by removing a majority of men from the corporatocracy, it will soon collapse. What better way to kill a parasite than to sap the livelihood of its host? It is already a better economic choice to drop out of the system, play video games and smoke weed all day, than it is to get married, divorced, and pay part of your income and child support and risk bankruptcy.

The more you rely on the system for your livelihood, the more you are entrapped. The only utility that money has for the rebel is to further his disengagement from society. This means striving for self-sufficiency, self-defense, and living off the grid.