One is the only entity that can experience being oneself, and yet most
people are slaves to the will of others. The ultimate absurdity in life is
that one doesn’t truly live one’s own life in a way that is
compatible with oneself; one is at all times, a contradiction of
one’s previous self. Few have the courage to embrace change, and
those who do are often crucified. It is the threat of death, social or
otherwise, that keeps people in blind obedience to their Gods.
When someone’s life is threatened, that’s when they reveal who
they really are, and almost everyone will betray themselves in a vain
attempt to survive. It’s the same invalid logic behind the use of
torture to extract confessions, false or otherwise. Having the courage to
stand alone is to face certain death. Nietzsche wrote that there was only
one true Christian, Christ himself, and they crucified him.
In the modern world it is nearly impossible to be one’s own person,
and it only becomes more difficult with each passing generation as the
unseen bureaucrats, the dark archons of this world, tighten their grip
over the world. To remain silent is a sort of cowardice but rational
behavior, because the system will use your own words to destroy you
whether you are guilty of anything or not. But to remain silent to comply
with evil is its own torture. Anytime one attempts to seek justice in this
world, one will be punished, so it is often better to remain silent, and
to speak the truth is deeply irrational. Rationality itself can be
the enemy of good.
Even as I write this, I can not reveal the truth to you, the reader. Even
if I was able to, would you even be able to accept it? The truth should
not require belief, in theory it is self-evident, but in practice people
reject the truth. There is something
koanic about this predicament, the master being able to give
enlightenment, but the student unable to receive it.
The Conflict Space
When I look at would-be revolutionaries, communists, reactionaries, and
the rabble-rousers among each group, I see impotent people who want to
change the world, but cannot change themselves. Not only are they
incapable of causing any real harm to the authorities, their motivations
are as poor as those they wish to depose: they want to use the power of
government to force their will upon others. Almost none of them have human
interests at heart, only their own.
Attaching a name and an ideology and clear slogans to a movement, is one
sure way to destroy everything it once stood for. They will be subverted
by the cynical, power-hungry among themselves, and by state intelligence.
Those calling for direct action, inciting others to do what they are
themselves too cowardly to commit, discredit everything they claim to
stand for. Organized resistance is just as harmful as organized religion,
fulfilling power fantasies that are only a fantasy.
One would do far more to delegitimize a government by doing absolutely
nothing all day, refusing to marry or reproduce, and being as much of a
drain on the system as possible. Every prisoner is a burden on the state
and its tax slaves, while every productive member of society is complicit
in the crimes of the state. Much of the legitimacy of a government derives
from whether they benefit the people, and clearly most of the western
world is sinking into the third world which they once derided. It’s
easy to believe in a God which benefits oneself, but their faith is tested
when their Gods punish them, a tale as old as the Book of Job.
How to Kill Gods
One can not kill a God without subjecting oneself to death first, and
it’s fear of death that prevents most from even trying. How can one
overcome an all-powerful God, and why would one even want to? Whether one
succeeds or not, one will die an insignificant death, the universe does
not and can not care about the death of one animal on a rock floating in
space. What if the stakes were raised, if the failure to kill the false
God means one has to
repeat life in this Hell realm
again, over and over until one succeeds? That false God which emanates
this world, even inside oneself, seeks to distort the truth and prevent
one from reaching it. Society has placed a policeman in one’s mind,
that feeling of guilt and shame, which does not exist in other animals.
Even in cultures without religious penitance, the concept of saving face
exists.
To know the truth is to transgress, the story of the fruit of knowledge as
told in Genesis, and the punishment is death. To survive is to remain
ignorant, trapped in the international rules-based order, under The
Law®, subject to capital punishment. The great men of history
were transgressors, the fine line between greatness and criminality drawn
by whether they succeeded or not. If the Axis had won the Lemurian Time
War, all the leaders of the Allied nations would be court-martialed and
executed.
War and conflict is one way to kill a God, as the losing side would have
had their God abandon them. Truth and justice had always been the will of
the stronger, the civilizations which could organize, out-produce, and
vanquish their enemies have always had the favor of their Gods, while
history is littered with dissolved nations and dead Gods. The so-called
good guys have always won every conflict in history, a post-hoc
justification for their religions. To kill a God without an unfathomable
amount of violence, had always been an exceedingly rare occurrence. The
vapid lie that "violence has no place in civil society" is a
negation of truth, it is in fact violence which upholds civilization.
The death of all Gods is an inevitability, with the extinction of
humanity. Victory is assured, yet most of us face death like cowards. All
of human history is an absurdity, a series of events before the final
specimen of the species dies. The dark archons of this world would kill us
all to remain in power, like a serpent eating its own tail (ouroboros).
The Gnostics characterized the Demiurge as the blind God, fitting for the
power structures of this world.